Every single day my heart feels extremely uneasy. I can't do anything about it. I just pray to God that you will be good or everything will be good. I can't simply say 'fine' because being fine doesn't really mean being fine. Right?

It's like saying "I'm fine." which means you are totally not. Unlike which you say "I'm good.". It totally different. I don't know if I make sense..

I don't know if the song by Mayday Parade played a part in moving me to text you. I planned to text you on Sunday. To end and start this week well. Operation 'Cleanin' Out My Closet' is going to start on Sunday. I just hope things go back to the way it was.

I can't help but to feel uneasy. I don't know if this post will be read by anyone. I don't post anything online. It's all in my head or my phone. So I suppose I am updating my blog for the sake of posting.

I am just so used to crying so often when I listen to the song "I won't give up" by Jason Mraz. I am just so used to this.